However, his encouraging sighs gave me the lack of courage to discover in myself the goddess I had always wanted to be. I started moving even higher up to my shoulders, where I swung over them and continued with the addition of the second set of nails in circular motions differently down my back. I watched him bend under my fingernails, longing for my touch to be bolder. However, I have not been able to go that far yet and did not want to go.